Long time no see ^^ everyone….someone? ^^” is anyone still there? ^^””
Anyhow, just came to drop by and say that I’m not dead. Well, at least not literally :P. I’ve been busy working a full time job for a while. But now my job is a little slow, so I’ve got more time! (Really?) Thanks to KeatonGrin and Katierox342 for dropping me a line that i have a place here in LJ^^
[Some KHR event report]
All right, so I went to Reborn Only Event #4 last October. It was great just as the last time. I think we have more attendants this time. I really do hope the event staff sees this and reconsider about expressing of making this the last Reborn event.
I’ve got two of my doujins on the table. One is “Taking Lives” which didn’t sell much first time in August’s Comicon Road Event but did okay in Capsule this month, and pretty good in Reborn’s event.
And 96 pages doujin “From Drama to Crack #2”
This include all the doujins I’ve done so far which is online, except one that is only published in this book, which is 11 pages doujin of 182700(yes! Enma. It’s funny how everyone either likes him or hates him.)
(cap: the people that made us becoming this...)
“If we’ve met in a different world, in another circumstance…”
Before the event I was a bit anxious because I’ve spent a little more expense on publishing doujins (on my own again) and the price is higher. I’ve got (kind of) bad experience in Comicon Road + less response when later I’ve written fanfiction + stress from job + negative words from my parents and cousins and some friends that aren’t in animanga area. Those made me decide that if this time things go bad, if my stuffs didn’t sell, then I’d be able to leave it here and go study abroad as my mum wants so badly.
And honestly, I was really having a feeling that it wouldn’t be good so it surprised me that people still buy it. Some asked for Sketch Book and some got us sat down and talked. Made me feel so energized and somewhat attached to this community, which is hard for me to decide whether I should stick to here as it made me happy and feel that this is where I belong, or go for further study which might guarantee some future?
I know everyone would say go and study for a (probably) brighter future, but! You wouldn’t know if going abroad would surely guarantee that. I do know lots of people who went abroad and didn’t make much out of it, plus, seeing many made succession in life even without further study. As for me, I like the feeling of people picking up my books, and talk to me how they like it, how it even inspired them. I’ve never been an inspiration for anyone before, I once gave up hope that I’d have this day. Going abroad would separate me from that. Most important is, I’m seeing this as my opportunity. As I still feel the fire to draw and Reborn fans are still around to read. If without these two, I’d be able to leave.
Guess what =w=? the above content is my last thought on October. I’ve written and meant to upload an entry since October but didn’t have enough time to, now as in November, my thought changed! Changed about what? Of course, about study. I’d like to talk about this, but then the entry would be too long, I’ll try to upload next time hopefully with the doujin along!
Now that I mentioned it, let’s go to some doujn, eh? It’s 1827L this time. For KeatonGrin XD
1/ Hi: Tsunayoshi, where’re you going?
Tsu: Ah, Hibari-san, hello.
2/ Hi: …look so tired, haven’t you slept at all?
Tsu: It’s nothing.
Hi: In this state, where do you think you’re going?
Tsu: I’ve got things to do (little things).
Hi: Haven’t you finished your job for this month?
Tsu: Well…there’s something….
Hi: Then…I’ll do it, you should go rest.
Tsu: Wha? You don’t have to-
Hi: Why not?
Tsu: It’s not something you can do.
Hi: You can do it and I can’t!?
3/ Tsu: It’s just little thing, but I’ve got to do it by myself.
Hi: Just tell me, you won’t owe this time.
Tsu: Okay, well…I promised to go play with Lambo after my job is done.
4/ Hi: Play with Lambo…
Tsu: I told you that you can’t do so! Hah hah! That’s why.
Hi: Shut up, you knew I’m a man of my word. But first, I’ve got to see you in your room, resting.
Hi: no buts!
5/ Tsu: Hibari-san!
Hi: You should give yourself time to rest.
Hi: Won’t you shut up now? Or would you prefer me making you so tired that you have to fall asleep?
Tsu: (Making me so tired…) No way! I’m already tired enough!!!
Hi: Admitting at last? I’ll let Hi-bird watch you. Hi-bird, if he leave this room, you are allow to use force to stop him.
Hi-bird: (nod, nod)
Tsu: ==” Wait!
Hi: I’ll be back to check up on you. Don’t worry, I’ll get Tetsu along.
6/ Tsu: What I worry more is Lambo! Hibari-san! …Hi-bird, I’m worry about Lambo’s life…that’why-Gah!!!
Hi-bird: Tsunayoshi must rest, rest! Hibari is worried! Worried!
7/ Tsu: Right…I made him worried again, my bad…(Lambo is ten yrs old now, growing up enough. Hibari-san also is enduring people more. Kusakabe-san also went with him)…hmm…Well, okay! I’ll rest up a bit as Hibari-san said.
Hi-bird: Rest, rest!
Tsu: (Got to trust him a little) You don’t have to guard the door, come sleep with me.
Hi-bird: Sleep! Sleep!
8/ Tsu: I’ve been sleeping for 2hrs. (I’d better go check out Lambo) Stay here, Hi-bird.
9/ Tsu: I’m so relieved you’re alive! Why are you shaking?
Lambo: Ghahhha, Tsuna-niiiiiiii!!!!! From now on, Lambo won’t be naughty, won’t cause trouble for you anymore. That’s why, that’s why….please don’t send the iron mask to me again!
Tsu: Iron mask? Hibari-san?
Hi: Lambo Bovino.
10/ Hi: I just warned you, and you still showed up?
Tsu: Don’t be mean to Lambo!!!
Hi: Time for kids to go to bed. Tetsu, handle it for me.
Tetsu: Yes…don’t worry, Sawada-san, I’ll escort him to his room.
Tsu: If it is Kusakabe-san, then all is good. Wow, Lambo is attached to him
Hi: Have you rested?
Hi: Hi-bird, told you to watch Tsuna and he’s been sleeping?
Tsu: Don’t scold him, I was the one telling him to sleep.
11/ Tsu: You even looked more tired than me.
Hi: You really are patient…with that kid. 2 hours alone is so more than enough of my toleration with him. but you’ve been with him for years…(he always causes trouble, just an annoying little brat…but you still coddle him at all times)
12/ Hi: I don’t know how you can endure it, but because of your high toleration…you’re able to put up with me too, isn’t it?
Tsu: Right! [straight forward] But I’m willing to, because all of you are most precious to me.
13/ Hi: Anyways…do you want to sleep more (so I’ll sleep with you)
Tsu: Okay, sleeping in your suit will be uncomfortable.
Hi: (I myself…will tolerate things for you only)
14/ Tsu: I hope you didn’t bully Lambo, did you!?
Hi: [Feeling more like a victim himself]
Most people don’t like the little Lambo, no offence! Honestly, he’s annoying but I like him in adult form and wondered why is he so distance from Tsuna when younger him is so closed to Tsuna. That’s where this doujin comes along, this Lambo is growing up under Tsuna’s care and is attached to him, calling Tsuna ‘nii-san’ with respect. Because in the future, everyone would end up treating Tsuna with respect, right? (Even Hibari)
Well then…gotta end here….see you next time?